i thought it only be for one night but no the feelings back again. it’s paralysing. no wriggling can remove me from its grasp. its presence is strong. the heat engulfing me. weakened by its reign. my body in tears as sweat tries to shield me from its humid stabs. refuge by the floor fan provides little comfort but i cant complain because it is better than having none. the existence of technological advancement lies still in the future. why did we leave the air conditioner behind. so here i sit, patiently waiting for a moments break between the midnight breeze and the coming up of the sun. and it doesnt help that this laptop is slow. my patience runs thin. like ice trying to remain as solid as they were before leaving the freezer.