Give It Up (Love)

You know my heart is thumping
Cos you’re that someone who is knocking
You’re that someone who wants to be right here with me
Hurting you is my worry
So I convince myself that it’s nothing
that this is just a temporary ‘I love you’

The thousandth time I’ve caught myself saying
that I’m not ready for any kind of love
I turn away before you catch my eye
I walk away so the silence in this distance cannot be denied
I know you’re asking around checking up on me
Making sure I’m doing fine
Why can’t you stop making it be known that its me that your love desires.

I wont be giving in, I wont be giving us a chance
I’ve been around the blocks before
I’ve witnessed how the sweetest have been used up
Left alone on the side all torn
Like a dose of drugs
The trash that cannot be reused
I don’t want to see you as part of my destruction
When I love for a moment
Then leave and kill you with “we’re through”

Someone once warned me that my running is worthless
I won’t win all these mind games
It’s inevitable that I will fall too.
They told me that the door to my heart cannot be kept from the world outside
It can’t be locked by me no matter how hard  I try.
They said:
Consider your heart a house within a secret garden, rarely found
Decorated and made comfortable by your charm, touch and smile
Your spontaneity so adventurous I never want to leave
The thoughts within your mind so deep it too keeps a warm light glowing inside of me
Never wonder why I’m here asking to make you my home
Stop blocking this open door
Cause I need you to come in and make me your only home.

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