I don’t Know How

I don’t know how to take care of myself
Giving too much of myself for the sake of wealth
Too worried about protecting my name
Too concerned of what category I fall in with them
Too annoyed at not being a normal light
Trying to outshine the sun with my hazard lights
Like water seeping through unattended cracks
Dreaming to take a break
Cos reality is non stop
Getting through the paperwork
Even as I sleep at night

Empty anguish
Scared to be left empty in this world of artificial green
Forgotten how to breathe
Forgotten how to live
Heavy is the cover blinding my eyes
Thinking that these unwanted deadlines is the only path of life
How do I stop this craziness
Even for just a while
And get back to doing what I was originally put on Earth to do
Love, laugh, care, share, and have a good time as well as help the poor
Help me out of this paper chasing murder ride
I need help from you cos I don’t know how

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