Monthly Archives: March 2013

How Do I get you to Understand Me

I’ve been wanting to write for some time now. This time around I have more than one dominating issue that rushes through my mind.
I have so many concerns, so many out of my control but I can still help in one way or another.

I sat in church a couple of times voicing out my opinions. Trying to make sense of the world that I have entered.
I look around and I see so many that need help but how, from me? What do I do? How do I listen and speak for you, Lord?

I look at myself and I wonder will I ever trust another soul. Could I ever believe that I could be their only one.
So many instances where my time was easily erased, replaced by another because what I gave was not enough to keep them satisfied all day.
How do I believe that I am not merely filling time because I seem so quiet and easy.

I don’t spend my time being sad all day. I am grateful everyday that I am loved by my creator, that I am made by love by my maker, grateful he takes good care of me. I need only look at the path I’ve travelled and smile at the light that glistens in front me. Never felt so alive, never thought I would survive, now here I am, standing strong, joyous, at peace. Standing strong, mind open and free.

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Concept of Falling in Love

Caught in the concept of falling in love
caught in the potential beauty of being in someone’s arms
trying to escape the world of lonely
trying to feel satisfied with this one and only
For even just a moment when your dreams come true

Round and round in circles
these walls play in my head
how am I to trust when I get hurt after hearing what they say
a million times they love me and show me the ways I want to be cared
only to be dreaming and seeing them turn away

Round and round in circles
the dream plays in my head
wishing hoping that one day the emptiness will end
Tired of always sleeping so one day I could wake up alive
I don’t want to die but it seems like the only thing to do
If I stop my breathing
will you come and breathe into me a life anew

Round and round in circles
do people lean on me
when will the burden stop
when will love put people like us at ease
I look and feel their beauty
I listen to their hopes held by fear
When will they live and feel alive
and not feel like they are not worthy to be a happy human being

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